but i do feel 自卑 about my height for the past 30 years when i lived in China.
i can't get beautiful dresses, i can't get long enough jeans, i can't get lovely shoes...... all because i am too tall. and that is quite an awful experience for a young girl when I grew up in such situation.
this feeling accompanied me for 30 years. and i gained all my confidence since i came here, all you guys saw is how i am "proud" of my height but never felt what i felt before.