本文发表在 rolia.net 枫下论坛Believe it or not, I was exactly like you before I became religious.
Consciously or unconsciously, I have been looking for an answer, an answer to what life really is. Some "answers" did come cross my course of growing up, and did make a lot of senses. However, a sad fact just kept becoming more true to me that no matter how many good philosophies we have, or good social moral there is, human beings are, to some extend, corrupted. I didn't understand why!
For example, we both know we are not supposed to steal, but one way or another, we stole. In most cases, we didn't really want to, but we just couldn't help it. Why? why? why? All of a sudden, all the previous "answers" just shattered. Once more, I found myself "Homeless".
Fortunately, I didn't stop thinking, and I kept searching for truth... And I encourage you to take hearts. As what you said yourself, maybe the time hasn't been right yet. In the same way, maybe, maybe one day something didn't make sense would turn over.
Good luck.更多精彩文章及讨论,请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net
Consciously or unconsciously, I have been looking for an answer, an answer to what life really is. Some "answers" did come cross my course of growing up, and did make a lot of senses. However, a sad fact just kept becoming more true to me that no matter how many good philosophies we have, or good social moral there is, human beings are, to some extend, corrupted. I didn't understand why!
For example, we both know we are not supposed to steal, but one way or another, we stole. In most cases, we didn't really want to, but we just couldn't help it. Why? why? why? All of a sudden, all the previous "answers" just shattered. Once more, I found myself "Homeless".
Fortunately, I didn't stop thinking, and I kept searching for truth... And I encourage you to take hearts. As what you said yourself, maybe the time hasn't been right yet. In the same way, maybe, maybe one day something didn't make sense would turn over.
Good luck.更多精彩文章及讨论,请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net