i am writing to you again. i could not help thinking of you, missing you, even though i know it is to the best interest of both that we do not contact each other any more.
one minute i told myself that it is good for you to start a new life all over again, without any trace of the past. a second later, i fell into such abbysmal, thinking of never seeing your or hearing you again, having nothing to live for. such feeling truely killis me, pushing me towards the edge of the cliff.
I must have lost my sanity. i don't know why i am still writing this, knowing you will never receive this letter not untill my last breath. my heart is still bleeding, tears still fill my eyes and my sky is blue and full of sorrow.
one minute i told myself that it is good for you to start a new life all over again, without any trace of the past. a second later, i fell into such abbysmal, thinking of never seeing your or hearing you again, having nothing to live for. such feeling truely killis me, pushing me towards the edge of the cliff.
I must have lost my sanity. i don't know why i am still writing this, knowing you will never receive this letter not untill my last breath. my heart is still bleeding, tears still fill my eyes and my sky is blue and full of sorrow.