Once is enough for me(long time ago coz I didnot know what is real love at that time, too young to know..). Now, I guess he is married, but who cares? Trust me, time will heal everything. It took me almost five yrs to forget him... Five yrs, sigh.. (now u can figure it out how I was so young at my first love:) This is my real lesson, hopefully u will get it.. Everyone does crazy things, I believe.. But if he doesnot love u, there is no point in arguing coz it wont solve anything. Love and hate are the sides of same coin... So dont go extremely.. girl, good luck... Just let it go...