本文发表在 rolia.net 枫下论坛昨天和他约好的5点钟给他电话，结果下完班很累，有点不想去了（这是我的毛病做什么都很犹豫）。所以想回到家再说吧。开始上网找他 。。。。他在线，比较习惯网上聊天。但是没有马上和他说话。先把状态设成马上回来。。。。然后跑去洗个澡，现舒服一下再说。
洗完澡马上上线找他。。。。但是心里还是在犹豫要不要去。。。。。真的有点懒，有点累，还有些紧张，有些害怕. (What is wrong with my computer ? I can not type chinese, have to switch to english.even though i know i can not express my feeling very well .but still wanna try it to write down my special feeling today) I told him I am so nervous to meet him. i do not know what i am worried about? plus,I am a little tired after work. then he said :"dont be nervous.maybe I am worse." I thought it is a little slow to communicate via MSN.I do not have this feeling before. so I called him straightly. it seemed he was a little nervous too. our voice is weirld. we can feel the nervous between us.it is not that natural like before. allright, in the end we set up to meet around 6:20 to 6:30 at Spandia subway station.but there is two exits. I am not sure which one.when I am thinking where to meet. he said we can meet in front of Scotiabank. OMG, how come i can not remember that place.then he told me he was wearing a red T-shirt.dont know why i did not worry i can not find him. I thought I definitle can find him.maybe I saw him pictures before..maybe i believe I can find him without any problem.allright..at that time it was around 5:40. Dont know what is wrong with me? I thought I still had more than one hour to get ready. then I took my time to have dinner and pills.Set my msn status to be invisible. I found he was offline too.then I were off and still thought I have enough time to get there. then dressed comfortable ......I did not take bus and walked to subway instead! how stupid I were! still thought i got enough time to get there.I did not want to wait him there. so i took my time to get the subway station.
On the sub, i brougt out my cell and were going to play game...oh my god! I saw it was 18:51!sth wrong with the time！ 好奇怪 这段居然 出中文了。。。真要命 。。。。。就写中文吧。看到那时间 。。。。开始怀疑我的表。。。我的计算有误 。。。。18：51是5：51吧。。。真要命 变得弱智了。。。居然还想问别人时间 自己手上还拿着手机。。。。。。。。。。。。。然后心里想完了。现在都6：51了我还在地铁上。。。。。。。。。不知道怎么办又不能打电话告诉他。。。。。。完了完了。。。。。。不管怎样 一出地铁 我就给他电话 。。。。真的不好意思 。。。看错表了。。。心里还在想他会不会等我。。。估计走了。不过心里又有另外的感觉 。。。。要是他等我 。。。。那就是他了！！！我没有分钟都在看表 。。。。。天地铁怎么那么慢。其实已经比平时快很多了（因为是周末）。。。。但是心里却恨不得他马上到站。。。。。。终于终于到站了（写到这里我复制了一下，害怕我写的东西丢了）
还没出。。出口。。。我就赶紧给他打电话。。。。“真的不好意思，我看错表了！！！”一边小跑着一边打电话。。。。也没有在乎他是不是在哪里。。。。一出地铁口。。。。我就看到他了。。。没有多想 。。一定是他 。。。。正在讲电话。。。他也发现那个跑出地铁口的人是我。。。。他和相片里的一样。。。没什么太大的变化。。。但是他穿便装更加阳光。他没见过我 不知道 什么反应。。。。。我也不管他什么反应了。。。。先道歉。。。。。。我也不知道从来不迟到的我 怎么会犯这样低级错误 。。。。。。。。。。他说 没关系 。。。反正他有书看。。。。。他说他估计我等不到车。。。。。没有从他的脸上看到一丝丝不悦 。。。。。。。。。
然后我们继续向前走。。。。。到了十字路口。。。。他问我要吃什么 。。。。我说，我吃过饭了！（好傻）。因为要在饭前后吃药。。。。所以我也不愿意出去吃饭。。。。另外，我比较紧张 和男生单独吃饭。。。。。他说。。。那我们就喝咖啡吧（不知道他吃过没）。。。心想，他估计选离地铁表比较近的咖啡店。。。。。结果他带我去了间气氛比较好的店。。。不像咖啡店又像。。。反正有咖啡卖。跟着他到了卖咖啡的柜台。。。。我掏出钱包。。。冲他说。。今天我请客。。。因为我迟到了。。他很爽快地答应了(Oh my god !what is wrong with my pc...i can not type Chinese again/TOO BAD! it is 12.27 now. but anyway I have to finish it.what i wanna say it is i like his shuang kai.I do not know how to say it in english. That is so bad! have to learn more english i found the motivation to push myself to learn english. that is good for me! haha) ........i paid for the coffee. it is not that expensive...just over two bucks or sth for two cup of coffee.... i did not count how much it was.(i do not care much about money at that time)...........it is reasonable for me to pay for it........when we got the coffee ready.....we found a open space(actually it is not really open.. i can say half open) .....there is flash air and we can see the street and people enjoy the lovely night outside.....I can not remember how we start the topic and which topic.....(poor memory for this part) ........i knew his mandarin is pretty good on the first call.......it was last year!...........I was boggled at he knew lots of chinese stuffs.....it is out of my imagination. I can say He knew more than what I knew...........we bla bla talk a lot about culture gap.....the atmospere was very comfortable and natural...........I am surprised I can be that comfortable to talk with stranger(actually he is not that strange but kind of)....dotn know why right now i am not that urgent to write it down........allright...go back to the stuff...........I like his body language .....he is funny and humor. he suggested me to talk in english...........dont know why i am really afraid to talk to him in english(obviously because of my poor english)(copy what i wrote so far).....have to keep writing in english ...anyway...it does not matter....haha...the funny stuff is ....we can help talking in mandarin ..sometimes a little cantonese.........i am surprised he even knew chengyu....oh my god....he has language inhension...........he even knew some taiwanese and vietnamess too(haha i can speak some)................we bla bla.........around 9:30(i dont know the exactly time........but the outside was still light)...........then I said maybe we should leave...you have to work tomorrow...he said oh yeah...maybe my parents got to my home already........he walked me to the subway....when we almost got to the sub station....I asked what direction you live........you take sub too...he told me he got here by bike.....that was great! ride a bike and enjoy the lovely weather.......when we walked to the sub entrance.....i said ok...we got to say bye.....and really sorry for late tonight.....and nice to know you.........he laughted..comeon we already knew eachother long time ago.......allright..but we never met yet!( ok have to stop here...it is 12.54pm now...i am still awake)
have a feeling to post my record on some web........allright ..maybe ROLIA....nobody knew me...and he may not go there........it is fine for me.......dont care what people will say about me...just wanna keep this in memory..............i am not care what will happen...........just let it be!更多精彩文章及讨论，请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net
洗完澡马上上线找他。。。。但是心里还是在犹豫要不要去。。。。。真的有点懒，有点累，还有些紧张，有些害怕. (What is wrong with my computer ? I can not type chinese, have to switch to english.even though i know i can not express my feeling very well .but still wanna try it to write down my special feeling today) I told him I am so nervous to meet him. i do not know what i am worried about? plus,I am a little tired after work. then he said :"dont be nervous.maybe I am worse." I thought it is a little slow to communicate via MSN.I do not have this feeling before. so I called him straightly. it seemed he was a little nervous too. our voice is weirld. we can feel the nervous between us.it is not that natural like before. allright, in the end we set up to meet around 6:20 to 6:30 at Spandia subway station.but there is two exits. I am not sure which one.when I am thinking where to meet. he said we can meet in front of Scotiabank. OMG, how come i can not remember that place.then he told me he was wearing a red T-shirt.dont know why i did not worry i can not find him. I thought I definitle can find him.maybe I saw him pictures before..maybe i believe I can find him without any problem.allright..at that time it was around 5:40. Dont know what is wrong with me? I thought I still had more than one hour to get ready. then I took my time to have dinner and pills.Set my msn status to be invisible. I found he was offline too.then I were off and still thought I have enough time to get there. then dressed comfortable ......I did not take bus and walked to subway instead! how stupid I were! still thought i got enough time to get there.I did not want to wait him there. so i took my time to get the subway station.
On the sub, i brougt out my cell and were going to play game...oh my god! I saw it was 18:51!sth wrong with the time！ 好奇怪 这段居然 出中文了。。。真要命 。。。。。就写中文吧。看到那时间 。。。。开始怀疑我的表。。。我的计算有误 。。。。18：51是5：51吧。。。真要命 变得弱智了。。。居然还想问别人时间 自己手上还拿着手机。。。。。。。。。。。。。然后心里想完了。现在都6：51了我还在地铁上。。。。。。。。。不知道怎么办又不能打电话告诉他。。。。。。完了完了。。。。。。不管怎样 一出地铁 我就给他电话 。。。。真的不好意思 。。。看错表了。。。心里还在想他会不会等我。。。估计走了。不过心里又有另外的感觉 。。。。要是他等我 。。。。那就是他了！！！我没有分钟都在看表 。。。。。天地铁怎么那么慢。其实已经比平时快很多了（因为是周末）。。。。但是心里却恨不得他马上到站。。。。。。终于终于到站了（写到这里我复制了一下，害怕我写的东西丢了）
还没出。。出口。。。我就赶紧给他打电话。。。。“真的不好意思，我看错表了！！！”一边小跑着一边打电话。。。。也没有在乎他是不是在哪里。。。。一出地铁口。。。。我就看到他了。。。没有多想 。。一定是他 。。。。正在讲电话。。。他也发现那个跑出地铁口的人是我。。。。他和相片里的一样。。。没什么太大的变化。。。但是他穿便装更加阳光。他没见过我 不知道 什么反应。。。。。我也不管他什么反应了。。。。先道歉。。。。。。我也不知道从来不迟到的我 怎么会犯这样低级错误 。。。。。。。。。。他说 没关系 。。。反正他有书看。。。。。他说他估计我等不到车。。。。。没有从他的脸上看到一丝丝不悦 。。。。。。。。。
然后我们继续向前走。。。。。到了十字路口。。。。他问我要吃什么 。。。。我说，我吃过饭了！（好傻）。因为要在饭前后吃药。。。。所以我也不愿意出去吃饭。。。。另外，我比较紧张 和男生单独吃饭。。。。。他说。。。那我们就喝咖啡吧（不知道他吃过没）。。。心想，他估计选离地铁表比较近的咖啡店。。。。。结果他带我去了间气氛比较好的店。。。不像咖啡店又像。。。反正有咖啡卖。跟着他到了卖咖啡的柜台。。。。我掏出钱包。。。冲他说。。今天我请客。。。因为我迟到了。。他很爽快地答应了(Oh my god !what is wrong with my pc...i can not type Chinese again/TOO BAD! it is 12.27 now. but anyway I have to finish it.what i wanna say it is i like his shuang kai.I do not know how to say it in english. That is so bad! have to learn more english i found the motivation to push myself to learn english. that is good for me! haha) ........i paid for the coffee. it is not that expensive...just over two bucks or sth for two cup of coffee.... i did not count how much it was.(i do not care much about money at that time)...........it is reasonable for me to pay for it........when we got the coffee ready.....we found a open space(actually it is not really open.. i can say half open) .....there is flash air and we can see the street and people enjoy the lovely night outside.....I can not remember how we start the topic and which topic.....(poor memory for this part) ........i knew his mandarin is pretty good on the first call.......it was last year!...........I was boggled at he knew lots of chinese stuffs.....it is out of my imagination. I can say He knew more than what I knew...........we bla bla talk a lot about culture gap.....the atmospere was very comfortable and natural...........I am surprised I can be that comfortable to talk with stranger(actually he is not that strange but kind of)....dotn know why right now i am not that urgent to write it down........allright...go back to the stuff...........I like his body language .....he is funny and humor. he suggested me to talk in english...........dont know why i am really afraid to talk to him in english(obviously because of my poor english)(copy what i wrote so far).....have to keep writing in english ...anyway...it does not matter....haha...the funny stuff is ....we can help talking in mandarin ..sometimes a little cantonese.........i am surprised he even knew chengyu....oh my god....he has language inhension...........he even knew some taiwanese and vietnamess too(haha i can speak some)................we bla bla.........around 9:30(i dont know the exactly time........but the outside was still light)...........then I said maybe we should leave...you have to work tomorrow...he said oh yeah...maybe my parents got to my home already........he walked me to the subway....when we almost got to the sub station....I asked what direction you live........you take sub too...he told me he got here by bike.....that was great! ride a bike and enjoy the lovely weather.......when we walked to the sub entrance.....i said ok...we got to say bye.....and really sorry for late tonight.....and nice to know you.........he laughted..comeon we already knew eachother long time ago.......allright..but we never met yet!( ok have to stop here...it is 12.54pm now...i am still awake)
have a feeling to post my record on some web........allright ..maybe ROLIA....nobody knew me...and he may not go there........it is fine for me.......dont care what people will say about me...just wanna keep this in memory..............i am not care what will happen...........just let it be!更多精彩文章及讨论，请光临枫下论坛 rolia.net